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Fidelity Thursday, 1 December 2005

Posted by dragonzlad in Life in General.
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In my exhausted state, I happen to come across a mention of Joe’s blog (via GB’s blog) in which an entry discussed the impossibilty or naivety of monogamous relationships. I read it and that got me thinking.

I had my fair share of fun and mostly while already committed in a relationship. It was difficult not to stray.

Of course, my 2 relationships never lasted. However, it wasn’t due to my infidelity but rather they couldn’t withstand the changes around us (and me, mostly) and the test of time I guess. However, each of them taught me invaluable lessons about myself and about relationships. They were like mirrors that allowed me glimpses of my inner self and thinking. Each of them changed me even while my thinking and personality changed through the years. What I thought I believed in or wanted from a relationship changed. In the last one, I realised that to be loved more what I could reciprocate would be a blessing indeed. Yet, I strayed.

Now that I am committed in a wonderful relationship again, I guess I wouldn’t want to jeopardise it. I haven’t turned into a saint yet and have my fair share of temptations. These are harmless or so I want to think but I am sure my other half would not agree. However, I believe even these will have to go, by my own accord of course. And I will do this because I realised the blessings of being loved, to have the trust emplaced on me (to shackle me? πŸ˜‰ ) and to possess that faith one have in me…. surely I couldn’t betray these a 3rd time and her too.

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1. Dragonzlad - Tuesday, 6 December 2005

I guess you’ll just have to figure where, dude. πŸ™‚

I dunoo why I didn’t hyperlink your site at tht point in time. I take it you have no objections whatsoever in future then?


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